Tag Archive: Hel

A year ago today

A year ago today someone I love and care for deeply went through an ordeal.  See I had made a promise that if he came back I would spend time getting to know Hel, yup thats who I made the promise to, death.  I also promised to set aside space on an altar fornher, once I found , or they found me, appropriate item(s) to put on the altar.  I also promised to help Sir with his work for her.
While im not finsihed with that promise (and probably never will be) I am good with it being a lifelong process, cause well isnt good to always be learning?  I think I’ve done decently in  keeping that promise., but could do more.  Today when I sat in front of my altar to her I reread the letter I had written with the promises on it, and memories came flooding back, both good and bad.  We had just signed the lease on the new place, and it was a very stressful time for all with everthing else going on. But even with the stress and worry about the situation,  we had amazing support. People went out thier way to help with organizing things, moving stuff, doing woo things, etc.  We have an amazing choosen family, and I am forever in their debt.
I intent to continue honoring my promise
Hail Hel, and thank you


The fire within 5/4

So lately ive been bitching about not being inspired  and not knowing where to go spirituality wise. But i did at least order the devotional book for Hel and hopefully that will give me some inspiration in regards to her.  And i have restarted reading the book on voodoo/hoodoo, i do miss the fete style rituals Sir and i used to go to,  but i dont want to go back them at the moment (for reasons im not getting into here).  Illl write more on that later since im fall asleep, but the fan i picked up is for freda, because i was in the store and this fan practically jumped out at me, i got this overwhelmining feeling of feminity and beauty, more later falling asleep.
As a side note i did actually fall asleep writing this, because i came back later and realized i hadnt written anything about the ghost stuff, but as i am still half awake it will have to wait till later

daily fire 4/24

Last night and today I said several prayers to Hel to allow Sir’s Dr’s to have clarity, and for Sir to have the best outcome, and a few other things.  A friend of ours had given Sir Prayer beads for Hel, with representations in the beads of a ritual we did in dec.  He asked me to wear it during surgery, and all day long as i was praying to Hel I would hold and rub those beads, it helped to have something physical to hold and feel so I could be more focused.And when we were going back to see him, I said a quick prayer in thanks for Hel, and to the universe.

Sir also had a good idea, when I was leaving him last night to go crash for a few hours, he whispered in my ear that before I fall asleep that I should ground center and shield twice and as  Im meditation go thru my vision of what day should be like, and if im feeling stress or anxiety  to redo that meditation to calm myself down

Daily fire 4/19

I will say a prayer tonight to Hel, before i go to sleep, just a little thank you.

Quicck observation: on the way home from baltimore there was a very clear half moon guiding me home, and i said a little prayer in hopes the moon would guide Sir back to our house soon

I may not be the best writer but its from the heart.

A prayer to Hel
Lady of flesh and bone, wise, strong, I make a request, help clarity to flow to help the one i call Sir, and the doctors taking care of him, take the best course of action, to allow him to continue his work for you.
I will continue to support him in his work, and am continuing to keep my promise to you.

Daily fire 4/8

If im going to continue reviewung old posts i really need to tag them better.

A bit ago i was talking about adding things to my altar that represent Hel in order to keep my promises to Hel.  Ive been thinking and so far have come up with: some sort of bones to represent her skeletal side, its something that iwill need to search for whether i find them on the side of thhe road or or somewhere else but for me i think its a know it when i see it kind of thing.  Also, some sort of veil because from what igather she likes to keep her face partially hidden. Not sure what else but im working on it.