So a few little things.
First the non woo part
I crave human touch, more so now than ever. For many years I slept with someone in my bed and it was nice to be able to snuggle up with someone. I really miss it and have gotten a chance to do it once in the last 2.5 years or so.  So I’m putting it out there that I’d like someone to snuggle with.  I realize this would be way easier with some sort of intimate partner, So…….
Part 2-now with more woo!-
I’ve been sitting on this for almost a month, haven’t been ready to sit down till now and write about it.  We had a dumb supper for samhain  where you set up and eat in silence to be able to listen better.  There is a dish in the center to feed the honored dead, deity etc.  All throughout, I was thinking about my crappy love life and what I need to do to fix it. So I started having a one sided conversation with Hel, and she being who she is I got this feeling  maybe its not just the people that I’m attracting, that I need to kinda rip out what hasn’t been working (im not saying everything im doing is wrong, there is some good stuff)and look into myself and fix me first. That maybe I’m not sending out the right signals or going to the right places, or just sitting down and figuring out exactly what I want .  At the sumbel later I thanked her and told her I was ready.  It will mean some hard internal examination and thought, but it a step in the right direction