Day was sorta productive.
Later on i got dressed to go to the kink party, and took time to really do my hair and makeup, it worked alot better then last weekend, throughout the evening i tried to think about freya, to let her energy flow thru me and i felt good, i felt sexy.
Before when Sirs boyfriend came to visit i would be so jealous of the time they spent together and private things they did together because i wanted so much to have someone to do those things with too but with ny track record that aint gonna happen anytime soon,  but im much better i am happy when they are together.