got a few hrs sleep then headed to hagerstown to start the packing stuff then took a nap and headed back to the hosp

me and a friend of mine had a really good chat on the way to hagerstown about  all sorts of spirituality topics, esp that the day of surgery when i was napping  i had some bad dreams about Hel’s skeletal hand grabbing my arm , and then I remember a doc coming out and saying he didnt make it through the surgery and I clearly remember this happening several times in the course of an 1.5 hr nap, It freaked me out cause at the time i didnt know how the surgery had been going.  not sure what it means need to think about it some more