Work was…not work! Ran around jh today with Sir, crappy doc appt.
So today we got the Hel lehkis,  and i put mine on. And,well, sigh, it made me thing of the dark stressful uncertain time ahead.  I dont want to think about the bad possible outcomes, but i know i have too.  I also want to put the intent out there that im doing every thing i can to make the outcome the best possible for him,  and not do it in a selfish manner.  Im going to have to do some talking with Hel, well mostly in my head since i dont really have god communication, and write the letter i have been dreading.  I have several ideas for it, just need to commit them to paper