Oh my goodness where did the month go!
Work really really sucked today.  Althought deep breathing and quick bouts of grounding/centering kept me from walking out the door for good

Got the feeling this am to get gussied up so i put on a decent outfit and left my hair down. I felt good, powerful, kinda sexy. Ive had so many problems lately feeling sexy, feeling like ill never find even occasional romantic love that this was a nice boost.  Kept freyas necklace with me today for inspiration at work and im wearing it now.