Feel like crap my ear, sinuses, and jaw/ teeth hurt was a mess at work but got thru it
im sitting on the porch smoking listening to the wind blow around and it got me thinking of destructive forces of change,  there are several deities that work with that kind of stuff – Sir works with someone he calls ” the lady” who does productive destruction- i dont know much about her, and Loki who seems to be the bringer of necessary but sometimes destructive or uncomfortable change.  I think sometime soom i need to have some sort of ordeal- some sort of release of all the stress, worry and anxiety of whats going to happen to embrace that forceful necessary change, not saying it would comepletly erase everything but at least give me a push to look at things in a different light