Wow second time ive forgotten to post ive just been so exhausted that by the time i lay down to sleep my legs are shaking so much they feel like they dont want to support me and when i lean over and stand back up im woozy
Thanks sigyn i did make it thru another epic day of moving stuff and pain and anxiety. Today when i almost had a meltown cause i couldnt handle it  i tried to think of la sirene, of waves crashing on the sand of calm and peaceful sounds i took a few breaths, opened the window of the car and its almost like i could feel/smell the salt spray on me and it helped