Wow first time since i started this that i forgot to post but as soon as i got in the truck i knew i had forgot was exhausted last night and with alarm issues this am im running late.
So the other day i was talking about freya and how im having trouble seeing the beauty in anything. This morning on the way to work i thought on the drive that i had found it . That no matter what happens, Sirs hospitalization, my stress at work, the stress of moving twice i n a few months, that i can get thru it it will be hard i will be tired grumpy etc but our friends have been amazing they have dropped everything to do anything, run errands visit him in the hosp offer help moving they are amazing whem this has calmed some i will try to find some way to repay them