Sir s procedure happened and we hope he should be out soon. Been teally trying hard to work on centering to try and relieve stress but its super hard cause everything bad is happening to me and those around me and now my truck is broken and has to get towed from the hospital parking lot but. I cant blame anybody but myself i probably let it go too long or something. But i can work with those i honor to ask for guidance on what to do i dont want to ask for favors too much cause i thinks thats wrong and dont expect to have things just drop in my lap without work – well at least now i do in the past that was a different story, but i can ask for their guidance and support and see how it goes, im trying to deal. But i know that i dont have it as bad as some.