Quiet morning, spent some time cleaning up and packing up stuff and doing errands

I was out on the porch and I felt something in my hair, it’s a tiny ladybug, and I was reminded that someone had mentioned that ladybugs could be a symbol of Sigyn, who is strong, loyal, unwavering.  I need that right now, the next month or so is going to be super stressful for me and him.  Sometimes I just want to crawl into a dark place and curl up and hide, I wanna just curl up with my paci and blanket and not do anything   But, then nothing will happen and ill panic at the last minute trying to get things done  .  I need to be strong like Sigyn, persevere through the tough times and, hopefully it will get better.